Thursday, August 12, 2010

to gain

gaining back lost weight....
pros:
  1. daddy happy, less worried/burden
  2. less anxious to c doctor
  3. period???
cons
  1. decreased self confidence
  2. constant focus on how fat i am
  3. hate myself feel like crap random crying
  4. increase anti socialness
  5. clothes(jeans) dont fit...
  6. ppl's comments???
  7. no period (dont noe if i want it...)
...honestly i feel alot more confident+better abt myself at this size than when i was at 49kg which i felt like carop all the time and cried and cried and was unable to concentrate on anything at all....this is shit i still have to gain anyway...
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2 comments:

  1. TiaAugust 12, 2010 at 9:16 AM

    I def. HATE getting my period and that's a con for me gaining weight...
    I like your pros/cons list. I can relate a lot. Esp. with the cons #4, 5
    hang in there!
    Tia @ Dietcolagirl

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  2. AnonymousAugust 12, 2010 at 10:32 AM

    I just wrote a post on gaining.
    (http://hopeandhush.wordpress.com/2010/08/11/on-gaining/)

    But I hear you. I hear you.
    *hugs*
    -Kat

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