eating in class...

i think eating has become too "important" in my life, it seems to be given priority over so many other stuff in my life that deserve more attention...like lessons runs fr 12-4pm, classmates just eat lunch earlier or no lunch and just snack around...me, cant have lucnh eaarlier cus snack around 11am, eats lunch during lesson---dont really like this cus i cant concentrate on te lesson, ppl r like hey what's that u're eating, food=smell in class....its so odd, teacher teaching and here i am eating luunch with fork and spoon...i hate it when i have activities and they clash w my eating times, annoying and frustrating...

...i dont dare to skip a meal now, but its cus i think i my metabolism will slow down and dat = fat so i refuse to miss a meal,...but this can really get in the way of life, cant always have time to eat properly, esp in sch, its uncomfortable to eat 4/5 lunch everywk during class...it attracts unwanted attention....




i dont want to live like this forever yet i m afraid to let go...