i am seeing a new psychiatrist since the previous one has left the hospital. i do not like this new phychaistrist. well, i did not like the previous one but i dislike this one more. sometimes, i feel like i want to voice my fears of weight gain+reasons i do not want to gain...but it seems like she is not interested in this at all. all she is concern abt is my weight. all the questioning revolved the weight "drop"(its not even real cus i drank like 2L of water the last time)....wateverwatverwatever

i am comparing all the freaking time...i am surrounded by naturally thin girls and girls with arwsome slim lean legs and i get bloody annoyed/pissy/jealous.i think: not fair!, how come thet can have nice legs w/o doing much?...i want that too...no matter what i do my legs are ugly large...this sucks...

glad that spain won. they freaking DOMINATED.... cant wait 4 the finals...go kick holland's butt!