yesterday

i was so antsy yesterday, then we reached the place and it was closed and i was so "happy". "yeah, dont have to worry abt eating foods i wont eat mostly". i dont know is this right or wrong. then we ended up eating a a hawker centre and seafood pasta and i asked for less pasta and i knew i should not i think?, i am always scared that they give alot and that daddy will be angry if i dont finish my food and i dont want him to be angry so i asked for less. and even then, i worried if the less would be less enough. and when the food came i thought"what oily tomato sauce!" but ate still cus i just didi not want to upset anyone. daddy was upset when he noticed the way i was looking athe menu, so i COULD NOT MAKE THINGS worse .