hi,
i suppose i created this blog because i seek support for certain issues i desperately want to get over and move on w life. its hard to find ppl who can relate in the real world. i act like everything is getting better. i laugh, talk, eat, go to school. but i dont want this to be an act, i yearn my inside match outside. (gosh, sounds so emoish.)
i had anorexia at 12. then abt 2 yrs ago, doctor said i relapse. today, i am supposedly in recovery, but i cant really believe i relasped. i question this all the time. this time round, my weight never plummeted like before, i never stave myself. i look too normal and unskinny. but i guess i have food+exercise+extreme body hate issues to deal with. and no period for 2 years, this is something i feel ambiguous towards...more on this in future...
18 this yr. dont want to grow up!...i need to get a real life.
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